February 2012
2 posts
Wow you took care of me and you’re so cute and wow you’re nice wow wow wow love me.
I’m a bad person.
January 2012
4 posts
I’ve never wanted anyone more than I want you right now.
I haven’t felt this way about anyone in so long.
Crying and cutting and I can’t do this anymore.
Kristen if you see this, I need you to know how hard I tried. I love you so much. Please don’t leave.
December 2011
8 posts
Losing her would hurt more than anything. She’s still my everything.
My boyfriend makes me so happy.
LOVE MY NEW MEDS<3 atavan, vyvanse and oxy’s.
Literally in love with you.
November 2011
8 posts
How come nobody can stay in love with me?
What’s so wrong with me that nobody wants me, ever?
Already regretting that text.
I’m tired of being angry and alone. I’m tired of being sad. I just want someone to love me the way I love them.
1 tag
You mean so much to me.
1 tag
Have you ever loved someone so much you literally wanted to hold them forever?
Crying over Kristen. I miss her.
2 tags
I’m in love.
October 2011
1 post
I want to cut.
September 2011
3 posts
Lol turning my phone off for forever I hate everyone and myself. I’m so stupid.
I hate this new school.
I hate pretty much everyone.
August 2011
9 posts
That awkward moment when you realize if you were killed in some kind of accident nobody but your parents would care.
I’m so ready to die. I have nothing to live for.
And now my best friend is mad at me. I’m going to drink myself to death tonight.
This is all way too much. Nobody has any idea what I’m going through, because unlike 90% of the population I keep my issues to myself. I can’t do this anymore, I was stupid to think I ever could.
I want to carve you out of my heart. But it’ll never happen. I’m stuck with you in my head forever.
Why can’t I feel anything for anyone other than you?
Alone all over again.
This is exactly what I’ve needed. God I’m so fucking happy.
I ran out. I don’t know what to do. I’ve never been strung out like this before.
July 2011
27 posts
I haven’t gone out in the longest time. I don’t even want to anymore. I just want to be alone all the time because that way I can’t fuck up any other relationships that mean the world to me.
I’m nothing without my best friend.
Why did you do this to me?
I need my best friend more than anything right now.
I’m at my breaking point.
I’m such a worthless piece of shit. I don’t think anyone hates me as much as I hate myself.
I really want out. What kind of a father are you? You yell at me when I cry, and you call me crazy.
Back to sad crying.
Crying again. But tis time it’s because I’m happy.
I’m so alone. I just want to get better.
I really really miss Kristen.
I miss Kristen.
Cocaine isn’t fun anymore.
Wow I really don’t care what part of that don’t you fucking understand.
I never use names on here but I’m going to now.
I miss Jocelyn. Yep. That’s really all I have to say.